“This is a disturbing case of violence against a woman and her children occurring over the course of a 13 year relationship. The three children of the relationship witnessed being physically assaulted and humiliated by there father. The youngest child was subjected to physical abuse starting at the age of 16 months. The father desires access with the children. He will have no access”
– Judge J. Wilson
31 days ago I received the best Mothers Day present ever! I received the Judgement on my Divorce & Custody Trial. Just over a year ago I went back to Court for the final time. It was to have my divorce granted and for the Judge to decide on the custody of my three beautiful children. My now ex husband decided not to participate in the trial. We waited over an hour for him to appear, called what contact numbers the Court had with no answer. So the Court proceeded. At the end of the first day he called the Court room and spoke to the clerk. He said he would not be attending the trial, that he had to work and he was refusing to participate in this trial. The Clerk told him that we would then proceed without him. Over three days Expert Witnesses were brought forward; our long time Family Doctor, my children’s Counsellor and the Custody & Access Assessor. All testified to the mental health of the children, what they had endured while with their father and since as they have been recovering. I also testified, giving light to what it was like in our abusive home. How I was abused when pregnant, physically assaulted & humiliated in front of the children. I told her how my son had been physically abused by my ex starting at the young age of 16 months. The Judge heard how most of us have been diagnosed with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder as a result of the abuse. Judge J Wilson concluded that due to the extreme level of violence in my marriage that having the children in the presence of their father again would be damaging to their health and well being. She feared for their safety. In a country where Joint Custody is normally granted , even when there has been abuse, the best we have had to hope for was supervised visits, but Judge J Wilson broke new ground. I was awarded sole custody and he will not be granted any access and I have been granted a lifetime restraining order against him. We. Are. Finally. Safe. ❤
Yesterday was my last day as Mrs G. My ex had also received the Judgement and had contested nothing so it was the end and a day of reflection for me. I married him with so much love, but there was also so much denial. There were red flags that I ignored. I believed we would love each other enough and it would be ok. Every one said I was so amazing for him, that I was the best thing that ever happened to him so how could we not be ok? But we weren’t. Past blogs will tell you that. It was a marriage full of violence, fear and pain. These are all things that I can now leave behind me. I can finally close that door and live a new peaceful life with my children and my fiancé.
I have had some amazing people support me on this journey. Family, friends and many Professionals. People who supported me when I wanted to give up, who listened and cheered me on whenever I faced another Court date. I am so grateful for each and everyone of them.
This is a journey that changed me on every level. I am stronger now, wiser and confidence is abounding from me every day. I have found peace. A friend shared a song with me yesterday called “Free” by Jann Arden It is so fitting. I am finally free. I leave you with this song. Peace be with you.
If you are thinking of leaving your abusive relationship I encourage you to create a Safety Plan. A Safety Plan helps you safely leave an abusive relationship. Please check out this link; http://verbalabusejournals.com/how-stop-abuse/safety-planning/ Scroll down the page it opens to download it for free.
Are you a Survivor needing support? You can sign up for a Mentor, someone who has been there, and receive free support and guidance all via email, at :http://verbalabusejournals.com/mentoring-program-for-domestic-violence-survivors/mentor-request/
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